🧸Baby Bear Not Meant To Be

A sequel to this post but if you don’t care to read it; I finally saved up enough for my dream hog teddy…received him and was unhappy so made the decision to return him & upon receiving my refund order a different teddy that had been on my wishlist…well that’s not really worked out either

I had received the smaller version of this bear as a gift for my birthday from my partner a few years go, he was named Daddy Bear so I decided to name this one Baby Bear ( and it’s kind of a fun idea haha )

After struggling to get comfortable with him the first night I knew the fit wasn’t right, but I tried really, really hard to give him a chance. He’s just…way way too big to enjoy comfortably, and if I was to remove any stuffing from him that would risk my chance at being able to return him. So again, another teddy that wasn’t meant to be

As silly as this may sound returning these guys back is a huge emotional toll on me 😓 I view my teddies as alive and to give them the impression that they have a home only to send them back is heartbreaking, let alone this being the second time in a row. But I can’t afford to nor do I have the space to keep guys around if I can’t actually spend time with them

So what now? I’m not sure. I can get another that I’ve wanted for several years with the refund . Senger Grey Seal, but I am emotionally overwhelmed with the constant “abandonment” of guys so I might just put on the back burner. Maybe try waiting until Black Friday for sales, or wait to get him until I’m having a bad time and need a pick me up, something like that. But I think it’s too much for me to get him now, and I know I won’t be able to enjoy him if I do because of the guilt I feel about the others that didn’t work out